This are things i wanna just say, they don't link or don't mean anything but I just feel like typing it out

I can't stand how some people carry themselves.
I can't stand contradiction.
I can't stand a lot of things in fact.
Can't stand people being themselves if you get what I mean.

There's a lot of hate in me, I need to do something about it.
I just feel this way but I don't say it out.

Sometimes I despise myself and hate how I am as well. The way I handle things and how I treat people.
I know, it's not like everyone's perfect or anything.
I can see this point, clearly but I can't really put this phrase to good use.
I hate how sometimes I'm so... brainless. Tactless. and whatever. To certain things.

I am not very friendly. I don't want to anyway. To certain people that I think they don't worth me knowing them.
I need to be tactful towards things from now.

I like how my heart is like.
Protective layers around it.
The older I get, the more protective I am to myself.
Because there's too much hurting going on outside.
Because it gets clearer and clearer.

I'm glad.

This whole thing probably makes no sense to you.
I'm just saying.

It's for myself, not for anyone

Sorted out

看开了,放开了,笑了:D

The last journey

ystd, jane said, ' you'll always yehyeh's favourite isn't it?'
i did not say anything, but smiled
but in my heart, i thought to myself,
'even though i'm not your favourite, you'll always be mine'

The last journey is today.
we sent him off.
but, it's never goodbye

you're always my fave.
xoxo.