我在等一個人

难道

难到你还没看到, 整个天慢慢灰掉.
难道你还没听到, 我的心慢慢碎掉.

Love

Love of my life.

Woke up early today. Train-ed. Bought bk breakfast for everybody. Then alot of things happened (quarreling, fighting, picture taking, eating... etc), then cabbed to the shop.

Worked. Fun. Opening of shop. Cut cake event. Durians. Coconuts. Fucking shiok. Tired. Project.

Kbye

K i'm here for a short update.

Very hectic week, just finished one of the tasks that i needa complete.
I'm still left with 47238473848234 other stacks of work to do.
Life treats me so gr8. Thanks alot.

Tmrw gotta find out for Apfs, it's haunting me man.
Since holidays till now, like never ending.

So anw, went studying with kryssie for a while, awesome. Then went for my test. Then headed to marriott. See the packages and stuffs, awesome shit. Well, it's up to my dear cousin thou. (;

Had dinner at... idk where. OMG. Hahaha. And I bought another maxi again today.
It's like spam buying this week.

I'll get you a new companion soon, my dear cupboard. Please hang on.

K I'm fucking tired. Yes I need to use fucking bcuz I'm rlly that tired. Gotta wake up effing early tmr, to get the boy's cake, and blablablah, nice.

X

Darrenboy

Fucking miss this boy suddenly, birthday on sat !!

Wooo. Can't wait to see this boy and give him one big hug and disturb him this saturday.
My cutiepie !! I'm going to browse thru he's photos to make myself less fed up.
Can't wait to see my princess too.

Fuck on a side note, i just saw a lizard on the floor, fuck man! JUMPS

Kz. Gna study jap with kryssie tmrw, then meet my parents to go to marriott to see the packages!

Motivation

Holidays !!!
6 aug to 5th sep

Fucking 1 month yog break, no joke.

3 days of exams.

10sep to 25th oct, fucking shiok or what.

there's always this person who will gimme a hand. Pull me when I'm at the edge at the cliff.

It feels good.

I hope I can be happy everyday, and everyone around me will be as well.

It feels good to do your best in everything at least I know I didn't let myself down.

So from now, I'm gonna try my best in everything I'm gonna do.

It's gonna be damn hectic and crazy from week 2 onwards, i think it's nice to get an encouragement each time i feel like dying.

Ganbatte ne!

X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONGHWA~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHEHE

It's hurting whenever I see your face.
you still have this special place that I don't wanna let others know.

Time heals everything.
but it's the memories that are haunting.

I hope we could erase all the unhappy stuffs that happened.
And just note all the happy stuffs.
I wish.

Because I like the way you are

x

Quite nice leh.

K im going to find teoting to acc me to cash converter, hehe

FUCK YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL. BELOW. 60 SING.

Hello, am back from Jb. I'm so tired. Had lotsa fun today :D whee. Got my stuffs, maxi dress is damn pretty!! My colored lens, and some other stuffs hehe :D Happy!

Woke up at 9.30am to do the electives thing. Then head to jb. No jam all the way, shiok. Then had dim sum for breakfast at some chinese restaurant x) It's damn funny all the way HAHAHA.

Then headed to Tesco x) to buy stuffs. Got lotsa things from there, then got my screen protector like finally. Then it was to jusco, fucking mango sales. Fuck yeah. I wanted to get a bag from there but.... i decided to walk around first, when i got back, gone. I even hide it from on top and under all bags. Good for that person.

Walked around.... then settled down to have cappuccino :D Aww, love! The waiter is quite handsome, haha! Continue to walk around then got my stuffs and mom and dad got their stuffs! Hehe. Bought darlynn and darren stuffs too! (; Had kenny rogers for dinner.

Then bought groceries. Then home! No jam all the way, whee. Got home at 10.
Going for family day tmrw with the kids, shopping at vivo! Spot me (;

Heart you!

Not in the best of moods.

FUCK
YOU

screw this shit

A title which I filled in after I have typed finish the post.

Went to kbox with these people.
Had lotsa fun, and i went crazy out of a sudden.
Sorry if I scared you guys, but I guess you all should be custom to these shit already.
Thanks kryssssie for accompanying me to talk on the phone on my way home hehe love you.
It's creepy you know after 12, if you know where my house is located at.
It's named......... the 'mole hill' HAHAHAHA k this is random. K SHUDDUP.
Anw I reached the earliest today, it's a miracle, cuz I'm the late queen. Heheh

Had porridge for dinner, thanks Lilybesteh (;
and chicken wings for supper, thanks to Phoebebird (;
Session was from 7-12, shiokness.

My plan is.... I should off the comp by 3.
Then read my Lin yi chen book. I finished the first one already, now's the second
have to chop chop and return back to krysseh.

Hopefully we'll be meeting tomorrow. Yay.
Haji or astons? Hmmm.
K note to myself, friday must choose the electives damn.

Anw mommy got me dumplings for lunch tomorrow, awesome or what.
We were discussing to go to Jb on friday. Hopefully she has no meetings on that day.

K I'm going to spend some alone time with the net, goodnight guys, hope you guys had fun today, just like I did.

x

Went for dinner with ting yesterday @ tiong. + chillax and talktalk. HEHEHEHE.

I srsly think I was mad last night, I laughed at her eating icecream for like damn long, 3/4 of the time I was laughing until I cried. Mad or what? I swear she felt like slapping me so badly. HEHEHEHE but i heart you okehdokez.

And I swear..... I've been buying too much.
It's like a lovehate r/s between me and the blogshops.
Love it because it has brought me happiness hehehe.
Hate because the hole of my pocket is getting bigger and bigger each day.

CAN CONTROL ABIT ANOT?! Yes I can.
Ruuubbish.

Happy thing is my clothes are arriving :B I'm lovin' the necklaces, hehe.

Miss my tp friends. Anyway I'm gonna set a timing... I must bathe by 6. Okay steady.
Gonna meet the clique later, to ktv. Then perhaps, dinner after that? :B
Going to astons tmrw !!
Then shopping with momma on thursday.
I'm free on friday, wanna go haji lane slack, anyone? The wedges there are awesome.

HEART YOU

Can't wait to leave sg.......... Can't wait. Can't wait. Can't wait.

1 month without sg= Shiok or what.

I wanna buy new camera !!!! :(

Bestfriend

Had a gr8 time today, heart to heart talks, awesome shit.
Had yong tau foo !! Then over to buy icecream from 7-11
Then off to the playground outside black's place.

Chatted till 11 plus then bus-ed home (;
Can't wait for d stayoverrrr.

Heart youuuu.

Awesome day with my flendz.
Met up with Sa first, then headed to haji :)
Wedges there is some awesome shit !! (;
Took pics, talk cock and chillax is damn awesome.

Erneh left, we left not long after.
Then, headed to some cafe at tiong.
Chillax again. Talked about stuffs C:
Had carrot cake and choc fudge cake
accompanied with free wifi
and gr8 company.

Yong tau foo after which.
Cabbed home at 3 !!
Read my book which i am gonna share with you guys,
soon.

Turned in at 5.
Love my life this way :)

Heart youuuuu!

I just typed this super super long post.
It was probably the longest post I typed.

Felt so much better (;
I love my private diary.

Hehehehe.

Today .........I

Had fun.

Met ade lahm at the bustop then headed to fep>bought chippys for brunch>Cut hair>Thought she was the only one cutting but in the end the hair dresser said I needed a hair cut as well>So I cut my fringe for 6bux ( No diff I know) >Had fun with adelahm>Took pictures>Bus-ed to vivo>Bakerzin>Food court to have dinner>Walk around> Jap fruit tarts> walked around> Carl's jr> HOME (;

Awesome day. Love the girls.
So this is my plan from tmrw onwards........
Weds- meet the peeps to shisha. ( Not me)
Thurs- off to school for project, then popo's house? Miss the boy.
Fri- Kbox with my tp friends > Rahjah inn with the girls
Sat-WORK/Family day
Sunday- WORK/Family day
Monday- Meet wen?! Hopefully.
Tuesday- Ktv with the girls.
Weds- Astons with the girls.
Thursday- free, SHOPPING?
Friday- Free, hehe ask me out please !!!
Sat and sun, rest day before school starts, nb.

HEART THE GIRLS.
HEART YOU.

HAHAHA CHANGMIN

JY TO EVERYONE HAVING EXAMS.
INCLUDING YOU YOU AND YOU.

HEART YOU, BYE

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆
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每一次.. 你就像是一场梦,一个短暂又让我捉不住的梦.
又想握住但又握不了的梦

Embrace.

Today when I saw you
I knew it was just like the first time
When you met my eyes I came close
And I felt like the first time

To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I've never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I'm scared of falling into deep this time

Do I need a reason to tell you why
I'm singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary I lean on
this feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I am

Today I'll renounce them,
the doubts and the fears I've been nursing
I'll fly like a moth to the flame
and I'll feel like the first time

To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I've never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I'm afraid of losing and still I go

Spelling out all that was felt.

Y2J神木與瞳-寬恕MV

whoa, realised i didn't blog for a whole long time.
i'll do that tonight.
for now, i'll just clean the dust accumulated on my blog.

And, you don't deserve any friends. No. You don't.

你們是我的星光 - 畢業頒獎典禮大合唱