Note to myself

I'm not gonna lie.

It hurts. It really does.

But, I've learnt that heartbreaks are inevitable.

All this are just lessons that we have to learn on the way to finding our prince charming.

This heartbreak will fade, as time goes. I know it will.

I've been holding, but knowing that I'm the only one trying is just heart wrenching. and it makes me wanna laugh at how silly I am.

Because some people just don't know how to treasure you, but it doesn't mean you have to be stucked there and hoping and waiting for them to look back at you.

Things just don't work that way.

You know what? Be courageous, be brave for yourself, distant yourself away from this sufferings.

Keep searching, keep looking, who knows they might be just at the other corner?

Smile, don't frown. Because you'll never know someone might be cheering up looking at your smile dearie.

Even though the whole world doesn't love you, at least learn how to love yourself. Because when you learn how to love yourself, then you'll know how to love others properly too.

It's just sad that you don't love me as much as I do, you don't treasure me as much as I do and you don't care about me as much as I care for you.

But I'm happy you'll here, because you made me realized that no matter what I still have myself to love me.

I've tried enough, and i really do mean enough.
I'm tired. And when you are done finding and hunting for better ones, just know that, I won't be around for you, because love has a limit.

And I'm at my limit, I'm moving on.

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