Sometimes I just wonder if I deserve anyone to love me.
I suck at loving people, but its because I'm still learning how to.I'm afraid to step out of my circle. I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid to lose everything I have now. I'm afraid that losing the things I can't see.
I've been picturing everything possible in my mind. It's exhausting.
I wanna hold your hand.
I wanna see your smile everyday.
I wanna hear your voice everyday.
I wanna hear your laughter.
I wanna hear you tease me.
I wanna hear you call my name.
I wanna make you smile.
I wanna sing for you.
I wanna be a better person for you.
I wanna be with you.
I wanna love you, for a long long time.
I hope you'll see this someday.
Because....
You make my heart skip a beat, always.
I can't control everything that is happening at this moment.
But I'll take in everything that is happening now.
Cheesy but that's exactly what i'm feeling right now.
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